I enjoyed this woman story and how it took putting herself first. She said that she processed her stuff with positive choices. We get through things with dreaming, when your dreaming life still happens. She made a choice to focus on the pain, like journaling, talking with trust friends, etc. I know so many people that have many addictions like me. The “I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired, “feelings that people have with themselves. Her father’s passing from his addictions really opened her eyes. Watching him go back forthwith sobriety. The lasting effects of a life hard lessons, heart disease, and diabetes. she didn’t want that for her self and family.